youngcato

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I hate missing people that I love
I love the word Ago
I hate being cold
I love November
I hate slow computers
I love hands and feet
I hate missing people that I love

guys = poo

I don't know what will end up being said today.
I"ve been in a "mood" lately.....
at times I get so happy that I don't know how to keep it bottled inside.
then other times it takes every ounce of strength to keep the tears from falling.

I love the fall
and suddenly I have a strong desire to spend everyday, after school, out side taking as many photographs as possible.

today I talked to two college reps. One from USAO...University of Science and Arts of Oklahoma or something like that....
and I talked to someone from OSU okmulgee

My friend sarah(not felix, or bowman) went there and majored in photography.

I haven't really even thought aboutit much until today. I"ve wanted to go to ORU for a long long time

but

OSU okmulgee only accepts 24 people into their photography program a year. they find you an internship for your last semester.....one girl is with that one lady who photographs babies....Anne.... I don't know how to spell her last name, anyway the girl is in New Zealand.
how crazy is that?
I've always wanted to go there.

so after I learned that..... I got really motivated to start taking quality photos. like the ones I"ve been taking are pretty good....but I think I was just getting started.

I"m goingto buy a journal...most likely tomorrow while I"m in Tulsa. I am going to start carrying my camera and this new journal with me everywhere.
I promise. so when the moment comes, I can snap the photo and then write down when I took it, where I took it, what I was feeling, and what I was tryingto capture.I"ll write down what the lighting was like, and what settings I had my camera on.

Instead of a purse, I"ll carry a camera bag......Only wish I didn't adore my clutches.

by the way. tomorrow is a day when I wish I had more friends....art friends that is.

you see....I"m going to tulsa with my mom because I plan on going to a bible study at 9
mom does her 2nd mile thing and gets out at 9
so I"m going to have like 4 or 5 hours to kill.

I'll end up going to a park or somewhere..... and then hit up a barns and nobles or something until my time is up.

but seriously. I need to start taking quality photos and stop with the mediocre ones.

I need to start getting serious. cause this is what I really love. and it's notgoing to become something I hate,
because you know that whenever you get a really awesome photo back you jump up and down and can't stop looking at it. I know you do....and if you don't, then well,hopefully you aren't a photographer.
ok
I'm done.



oh and by the way......if you ever need to get me a girft, film, journals, black and white paint, paintbrushes, and film is always something I'm running out of

see I told you
random

my 17th birthday is in 4 days. It does not feel like the week of my birthday. normally I am more excited. I feel as if I've grown up alot these past two weeks and that's not a good thing if you ask me. Growing up should come at a normal rate and you should never get tired while doing it. I have too many responsibilities. I don't think adults realize how much some teenagers go through these days. I'm soo tired. I'm not waisting anymore time on writing this
good evening